Vaccine and Fasting

 What a hard time of bigging vegan food
and so myself gain weight dramatically 

6 or 7 kilograms after three months 

I could not stop eating after the fasting 

It took me 3 months to realize what symptoms had been mentioned in the books. 

"It easy to eat wrong stuff and overeating after fasting."

It's really mental training. 

I ate junk food, chewed them, and spilled it out. I tried not to swallow for I felt like I'm tasting trash. 

I know I couldn't eat them but my tongue craved for food, for tasting delicious. 

Or should I say, my brain is craving for dopamine and I love to use food? 

What's a pity?